i've been blogging since i was 17... now i'm about to be 23 and there's some changes in me that i'm starting to notice...
today i went to the movies, i watched "of love and other drugs" it's an awesome movie, i really loved it, though it brought some pain all over me, coz... well... dunno how to explain it... thing is, what happens to ppl near me is really starting to affect me a LOT, now i understand why psychologists have to go to therapy... i mean... i try hard to help but they just won't let me help them, and they just talk about it, but since i'm useless i feel... like crap
i'm so sad, dunno what to keep writing just that... aging sucks...
there's this load of responsibilities... and things to do, and i think i have this "denied depression" ever since.. well a lot of time... i just keep sleeping like there's no tomorrow, and... well... just have to do things...
this time it goes for me... it's my last chance to make it up for everything i've ruined...
D.B.M.
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